Tests...

My mom will be sent for more tests this week - a PET scan on Monday morning at 7:30 and a biopsy on Wednesday morning (she checks into the hospital at 6:00). The specialist she met seemed pretty positive. It could be as simple as a viral infection or as complex as...cancer. These tests will show what it is for sure, then the doctor can come up with a treatment plan for whatever is wrong. I just continue with my prayers that there will be quick diagnosis and quick, effective treatment. I'm also praying that she will know what is wrong soon - like by next Friday if at all possible.

It's funny how I always try to control the little things but I never try to control the big things. I know there's nothing I can do about this. It's all in God's hands. God has handled SO MUCH in my life and in the lives of the believers I know that there is this inherent trust He built into my heart. Don't get me wrong, this is not my own will trusting God, but I know it is the faith He has given me. It's not that I'm not feeling anything, it's just that He's given me the faith to get past my emotions and move onto trusting and relying on Him.

He is my ROCK.
He is JUST.
He is INFINITE in His knowledge of this situation.
He is LOVE.
He is the true source of JOY. of PEACE.
He is IN CONTROL.
He is THE GREAT PHYSICIAN.
He is MAGNIFICENT.
He is the LIFE GIVER.

Any One who would die willingly, who would give His Son on the Cross for me and for my family is trustworthy beyond all measure.