Thursday, October 22, 2009

Things "I never"

I never knew I'd be able to function on so little sleep.
I never knew I'd have such an ache to be able to nurse my baby.
I never knew I'd be able to differentiate cries and noises with accuracy.
I never knew I'd have such a tough job come so naturally.
I never knew that one little face could cause so much joy...or pull so much sympathy out of me.
Same goes for one little noise.
I never knew you could get so lost in someone's eyes.
I never knew that holding your child can bring you comfort and peace, too.
I never understood just how fast time can go.
I never comprehended my parents love for me until now.
I never knew I could love another person so ferociously and so innocently - so unselfishly.
I have never had such a high level of respect and love for my husband as I do now. He's such a great dad.
I thought I "got" the importance of a tight-knit family revolving around the Lord - not until now.
I have never had such a deep understanding of the Cross until now - how God looked down on HIS ONLY SON, God Himself, dying down here. For us. Unselfishly. I have never so readily said "I would die for someone" than I have with my sweet daughter. Through relationship with her, God has given me a deeper a view of grace, a view that makes my heart leap with gratitude in my chest and ache in better understanding of just what that sacrifice cost Him.
There is so much more that I know now about life from having a baby, and it's only been 2 and a half precious weeks!

Thank you, Lord, for entrusting us with this gift and for all You've already shown us. Ready us for the road that lies ahead.



1 comment:

Beth said...

for whatever reason I am just now seeing your updates...I have been dying to hear from you and have even thought about calling you but I know how crazy life is right now! I love this post as I relate to every word!

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